He brought me a big red rose when he came back from work, probably his way of saying sorry for being so moody lately.
It really is hard for him to express his feelings, and I'm too pessimistic so I 'm nagging all the time.

Bought some clothes a few days ago, but the weather is too cold to wear them.
And now I really love our home, nice and warm...

The projects did not all turn out well, but I still have half a year in front of me, so I try to think positive. I have lots of nice things ahead, so I should really find some motivation in there.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!
And the best wishes to all friends out there! :)

I skipped school again today... damn headache, damn me, for being lazy and insecure...
What can do to change my point of view on life, om people, on me???
Damn boyfriend who is leaving again, how will I survive three weeks alone?
I need fun, I need friends, I need my happy feeling again...
Pfff.... autumn is sooooo depressing me!!!

( lumea ta - Dj Project )
Current Mood: listless
Current Music: dj project

Ow... Brasov is super... bergen, lekker eten, wijn en niet erg warm. Mijn neven zijn schatten! Update volgt vast nog wel... niet alles is positeif hier... hoop zooi en ellende... en ik mis m'n mannetje thuis :(

De laatste tijd wordt gekenmerkt door melancholische liedjes... kan het verleden niet achter me laten...
eerste nummer wat ooit kon meezingen toen ik een jaar of drie was... zo blij dat ik het gevonden heb :)

MORARITA
Trece badea pe la moara
Trece mandru in caqruta
Fiinca are-n sat alta draguta
De necaz sunt obrajorii
Ca se fac cum sunt bujorii
Vremea trece, vremea vine
Si nu se opreste si la mine

Roata morii se-nvarteste, tac, tac, tac
Inima se chinuieste, tac, tac, tac
Morarita-i cu fuiorul, tac, tac, tac
Si fuiorul ii toarce dorul, tac, tac, tac

Badea n-a vazut badita
Ce ochi are morarita
Ca de l-ar vedea tot focul
Ar vedea-o si pe ea norocul
Dar s-o duce iar in vale
Am sa-i pun o piatra-n cale
Poate piatra-i rupe-o roata
Sa innopteze sï la moara o data

Waarom dit liedje me aan Aboo doet denken... hmmm... pff... waarom zijn mannen altijd zo gemeen tegen mij???  *snik*

Am crezut cand ingerii mi-au spus ca singur n-am sa fiu
Am crezut in al tau sarut, dar a fost prea tarziu.

Nu-mi lua dragostea, te rog
Nu-mi frange aripile in zbor
Mai lasa-mi doar o zi sa spoer
E tot ce-ti cer.

Sunt clipe in viata mea
Cand ti-as spune tot ce simt
Dar stiu ca n-ar conta
Tu nu m-ai asculta...
Sunt clipe in viata mea
Cand imi plange inima
Dar stiu, iubesc un suflet pustiu...

N-ai sa intelegi cat imi e de greu, nu esti in locul meu
Mi-as dori sa poti si tu iubi cum te-am iubit eu.

Imi amintesc si acum atunci cand zambeai
Tu erai cerul meu, spre tine zburam

'Spune-mi orice dar nu mai pot sa te mint
Sunt lumi diferite n-am cum sa te ating
Esti prea departe sa ma auzi
Nu cer nimic decat dragostea ta
Pastrez in suflet increderea
Dar tu nu vrei sa am asculti... '

ja dus... en als je het wil weten moet je /m zelf  maar vertalen....